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Broken Carousel

A gripping story entitled Broken Carousel. It's a about a girl striving to find a way to a life revolving around happily ever after. Her journey begins on her way to find prince charming, but is detoured when her journey is diverted

Chasing Fire

Chasing Fire is a all human story. Edward and Bella are the main characters of course, but all the characters are in it. What fires will he have to chase.

The Unbreakable Bond

Leah leaves and goes to college and falls in love with Steve, he has a ten year old daughter named Alex. They go to the rez together and something amazing happens. Sam's son Liam imprints.. Leah falling in love is where The Unbreakable Bond all starts.

Hidden Aria

Aria is a girl hidden away for her own protection and for others as well. She has a prophecy to live up to and she isn't sure she can. She is the older sister of Harry Potter who she thinks is dead, what will she do when she finds out he isn't.

The Untouchables

Coming Soon to a Fan fic Site Near You!!!

Monday, June 27, 2011

Broken Carousel Chapter 9



A/N: Hey everyone, here is the next chapter of Broken Carousel...I hope you like it! Remember I post this story almost every single day except on sat and sun.  The chapters are small so it doesn't take a lot of time to read it.  Thanks to those who have read and are leaving me comments.  Also thanks to Midas for helping me out with these last few chapters.  hehe.  ;) 

Chapter 9 ~ It’s Not A Race If You Take Too Many Pit Stops

The rental car was speeding away in the dark hours of the night… We had been driving for hours now and Kylie was already asleep in the passenger seat.  I was beginning to drift into a daze that’s when I realized it was time for us to find a hotel and call it a night.

It wasn’t the Hilton but it was decent enough for us to rest there for the night. The only person around was the desk clerk and he was nice enough to see us to the room and help us with what little belongings we had to bring in with us for the night.

We didn’t say much after we got changed and sat in our beds..  it was only ten minutes before she nodded off. Sitting on my bed with my legs all stretched out,  I was left thinking about the details from her story and what she had left out. I also was looking forward to what remained of our long trek to California. I was excited to travel to our new place and get out new life started.  I also had planned on making a few pit stops along the way….

I don’t remember falling asleep but something woke me from my slumber and I heard and saw through the light was loud screams of the word NO over and over.  Turning on the light next to my bed, what I saw scared me even more than I thought it could have.  Kylie was still on her bed luckily, bawled up in the fetal position crying in her sleep.  She wasn’t even awake yet.  Slowly I got off my bed to try and wake her up to calm her down, but instead of waking her up I got kicked in the face. 
                 
“DAMN IT KYLIE!” 


Friday, June 24, 2011

Broken Carousel Chapter 8



A/N: Hey everyone, sorry about the wait for this chapter.  I had a huge final yesterday and didn’t really have the time to study and write.  But this week I have off so its time to write.  I hope you like this chapter it’s a bit longer but not by much.  I’ve been asked to let you all in on Kylie's and Edwards past, well that is coming soon.  But only in pieces… you will get to know exactly what all happened to Kylie with Edward and James.  So lets see what happens today.  A huge thanks goes out to Midas again for helping me write this one and editing.  Thanks to all you readers and the ones leaving me comments thanks so much.  


Chapter 8 ~Blowing this Popsicle Stand.

"Kylie your silence is killing me...time to spill what you are thinking. I can see it in your face. WTF happened back there?

“I’m okay, just got a little mixed up with James.. Edward fixed everything. I’ll be alright… I promise!”

The truth was the moment she said, “I’m okay” she revealed the hidden undertones of her reality and emotions. They came rushing out as if a flood gate was released from her mouth. I knew her to well not to know she was attempting to hide it from me in a cloud of simplicity laced with deceit and deception..

“He had me bound to a wall in his basement filled playroom, a room that I had willingly come to before. I had trusted him with my life.  After while he began to break that trust by keeping me there longer than I anticipated . I had been down here for over a three weeks,  I began to lose track of time because he didn’t keep a clock in his playroom.

He barely brought me food or water, making me feel very weak, which I think it was one of his newer fetishes…

He had always told me in the past that he cherished me, but something changed within him, something changed in his eyes this time and it wasn’t going as great as it usually had in the past. On the last night he walked away and didn’t return for the night.

I eventually had enough of the playroom and decided it was time to leave.. That is when I called Edward.”

Bits and pieces of the fragmented truth came out in her filtered fable. Deep down inside I knew there was more to what she said. The details that were spoken during our drive was only a simple outline and many details were left out or filled  with “her” version of what happened.  Call it a woman’s intuition, instinct, or inspired from dumb luck. But I knew I could not speak a word about knowing there was more to this… Because for her, this was the only way she could remain mentally stable and refrain from drifting off into the rift between insanity and serenity without her world crashing down around her.


At that point she had enough of recalling the unpleasant memories so we decided it was time to grab a bite to eat and go find a place to sleep for the night, before we headed the rest of the way to California and our new life’s.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Broken Carousel Chapter 7



A/N: Hey everyone. Thanks to all you readers out there. It means the world to me to have you all reading my little story. Okay this chapter is a bit different I had some help with this one. I hope you like it. Midas (my beta) helped me out!

You know the drill, I don't own the Twilight saga characters, I do however own Kylie and Lynn :) So no stealing them or this plot and yes I said stealing b/c that's what it is.


Chapter 7 ~ Frost Bitten Popsicles

Spread the word... That is what the voice in my head tells me to avoid doing.. Repeatedly, it says keep it quiet, frozen images in a blacked out night. This isn't right what happened to me, what could it be that brought on this evil? It is so sinister… It couldn't have happened to me???  Am I to believe that monster was really him?

That wasn't the James I knew, he couldn't have done that to me? My James wouldn't have done that to me!

 Something inside him blew...what am I to do?

Keep it all so very quiet, it is a just a minor hiccup, and just a minor accidental fall. Filter and hush the memories that fill my head. I'll survive the haunting images, all the doubt without the ridicule and shame... I'm the one to blame!

I can tame this horrible story and void it with another broken story.

Maybe this beast in my head can be tamed to the ferocity of a kitten by putting on the kid mittens. Thus it will purify this atrocity to a minor diluted migraine.

Oh shit she has spoken to me…

God why can't the silence remain? Time to securely unleash this beast...

"Kylie your silence is killing me...time to spill what you are thinking. I can see it in your face.

Let me know what you think. Next chapter posted soon...

Monday, June 20, 2011

Broken Carousel Chapter 6



Chapter 6 ~ Explaining


“Lynn I swear I couldn’t get away, he had me chained to the wall in the playroom.  Something happened and he snapped. When I looked into his eyes, it wasn’t him that I saw. It was as if a monster had taken over my James.  It took awhile but  I got away and ran for it. My only option was to call Edward on the way and have him pick me up.  But James hadn’t fed me and I passed out.  After that all I remember is waking up in the hospital”

I knew I had to shorten what had actually happened. If I had told her the whole story, I really don’t think Lynn could have handle all the details, not to mention look at me the same way…

Broken Carousel Chapter 5



A/N: Hey everyone, I’m really sorry I didn’t post on Friday afternoon but it was my birthday and yeah I went out. So to show you how much I love all of you, here is an extra chapter just for you. I will be posting chapter 6 shortly. Thanks so much for reading…

Chapter 5 ~ In Route

Kylie wanted me to come get her from Edward ‘s place, take her back to our place and pack her stuff up and leave. But where would we go if we left. I had no clue what she had planned in her mind and she wouldn’t tell me. At least not until I went and picked her up. I’m not saying I wouldn’t go with her, she’s my best friend and I will probably go. It’s not like I really didn’t have any roots here anyway.

A new place might do me some good and it isn’t like I had my heart set on this place anyway

I could tell she was upset, so I was trying to meet up with her as fast as I could. Our apartment was an hour away from Edward’s place. Fortunately, with a little bit of luck and a lot of speed, I managed to make the drive in thirty minutes flat.

I knew one thing, I didn’t want to see the bastard. He had hurt Kylie too much, I couldn‘t stand the thought of seeing him. So when I pulled into his place after being let in at the gate, I honked the horn and waited. She opened the door and of course she was followed by him. I gave him the evilest face I could muster up on such short notice and looked away from him. One word is all it would take for me to jump out of this car and kick his ass and he knew it. He knew I hated him for hurting Kylie all those years ago, but this time he somehow managed to help her out. So I couldn’t hate him to much right now.

As soon as she got in the car, he walked back into the house. Taking one last look back at her and to wave good bye. I have no clue how she could still care for him like she does, but that’s none of my business. My mind was racing and I decided to wait until we reached the highway, because I couldn’t take the silence anymore.

“Mind explaining to me what you were doing with that jackass back there? Would you please just tell me what the fuck happened to you?”


Thursday, June 16, 2011

Broken Carousel Chapter 4



Broken Carousel

Chapter 4 ~ Saying Goodbye Love



Lynn was on her way to get me. All I had to do now was tell Edward. I listened for him to head downstairs; it didn’t take too long. I heard him open the door, leaving her inside the room. Slipping off the bed, I headed down the stairs after him.

I really wished I could just leave, but he did help me. He saved me. So I owed him at least an explanation.

I loved him.

He was the one I really wanted. So the least I could do is to say goodbye and let him go. I just hope he’d be happy when I’m gone.

“Edward, could I talk to you, please?” A small smile crept across his face as if he knew exactly what I wanted to say.

“You’re leaving right? You’ve coming to say goodbye. Don’t bother. You know you could never really say goodbye to me.” He said, smiling at me as he got up off the couch. He took the two small steps towards me, stopping in front of me. “You know you will always have a place right here.” He leaned in whispering in my ear, laying a hand over where his heart is.

Chasing Fire Chapter 10 - Missing Piece Between Wash and Repeat(Bella’s POV)


Chapter 10 (Bella’s POV) Missing Piece Between Wash and Repeat


There he was standing there in the frozen foods section, with a beautiful girl in his arms.  I should have known an angel like him wouldn’t want a girl like me.  Who was I kidding? He deserved a woman…a woman like the one in his arms.

I couldn’t help the tears that filled my eyes though.  I had left, went back to school.  I had to get away and move on with my life.  But what I hadn’t thought through was the life I had created right here in Forks, near my saving grace.  But, I had to face the facts he was never mine…he was hers.

I knew I had to get out of that store and now, but my feet wouldn’t move, no matter how loud I was screaming at them in my head.  Looking down at my feet, willing them to move, I tried to fight the urge to look at him. My will wasn’t strong enough though and my eyes connected with his.  I watched as realization came to him and that unlocked the glue that had been connected to my feet. I turned from the scene and ran out of the store as fast as I could.

I wouldn’t let him see me crying, he had seen me cry all the time, but not today.  I ran to my car got in, slamming the door shut.  I locked it quickly and sat there for a few seconds letting the tears flood down my cheeks.

I knew I had to get out of there before he came out the door to rescue me like he always did.  So I put the key in the ignition, turned it to start the car and took off as fast as I could, still crying.  Getting the hell out of dodge so they say, I saw him in my rear view mirror coming after me like always.  But he didn’t see me because this time he wasn’t going to rescue me.

I drove straight back to school and my apartment, not even stopping to eat, drink or even go to the bathroom.  Straight there.  My brain was being wracked with thoughts of him, him with that woman in his arms, him with me in his arms, his every detail in my memory in perfect clarity.  I was in a daze by the time I made it back to my place, barely even realizing I was at home.   I even sat in my car, in my driveway, for a few minutes just sitting there staring off into my memories like an idiot.  I made myself cry my last few tears before stepping out of the car.  I won’t cry over him anymore, I kept telling myself over and over.

I walked into my place, slammed the door shut, locked it and headed straight for bed.  The next morning, waking up at 8 am for class was a bitch.  My eyes were still puffy from crying so much and I felt like I had been ran over by a MAC truck to say the least.  I went to all my classes, and went back to my place and crashed.  But my sleep was riddled with dreams of him.  What it would have been like if I had stayed and let him rescue me again.  Even in one of them he told me she was nothing to him, that he loved me.  I woke up from that one screaming in my head. IT’S ALL A LIE! ALL OF IT!

That’s how my life went for the next several months…wake up, go to class, then home and work on homework, then back to bed. Repeat the next day.

Wash…Rinse…Repeat! But the rinse part was missing.

There was something missing in my life and it was fucking me up big time.  The thing was I knew what the piece was; I just had no clue how to get it back in place.  I couldn’t force it and if he loved that person that was in his arms I was out of luck.

The main thing I knew was that I wasn’t happy at school anymore, I wasn’t happy anymore, period, as I was with my life back in Forks.  I just needed to get back to being happy even if I had to pretend for a bit before I got back there.

I had to come up with a plan to get back to my life in Forks, but I had to stay in school, too.  So in my spare time I started looking for colleges near Forks, so that I could stay in school but go back to that life as well.  It wouldn’t have him as my love but maybe it could have him in my life at least.  As…Friends? Not sure if I was okay with it but I would take anything I could get.  He always made me smile even in the hard times.

Months went by with me acting like I was happy, with me miserable on the inside…but I kept telling myself, I had a plan and I was working on it.  It would get better real soon.  I kept promising myself that over and over, until the day came when I found the one thing I was looking for.

I had already found the college I would attend.  I even had all the forms ready to transfer.  The only things that were missing in my plan were a place to live and a job.  So I was just waiting for those things to fall into place.  I also wanted to go ahead and finish out the year where I was.  So, when I got the call about the job at the library in town opening up I jumped at it.  She would hold the job open two more weeks for me when my school year ended.  The only thing I didn’t have was a place to live.  So I went ahead and got a hold of Jake.

    “ Hey Jake, it’s me Bella,”   I said into my cell phone.  The next thing I heard was a screech like a little girl.  I couldn’t help but laugh.  I hadn’t talked to him in a while and I figured he would yell at me for it but he didn’t.  I had been way too depressed to talk to him and I knew he would hear it in my voice so I never called.  He just fired off the normal questions.  How are you? What you been up to? All those normal, annoying questions.

    “ I’ve been good,” I answered. “Yeah I’m heading home and need a place to crash ‘til I get me a place. Do you have room for an old friend?”


    “Of course I do, you’re always welcome to stay with me and you know it,” he replied.  He sounded so excited.  “When will you be here?”

    “Great, I’m packing up here and I’ll be heading that way in a few days.  I got a new job there at the library in Seattle and I’m transferring to Washington State University.  I can’t wait to get back home.” The line went real silent after I said all this, then he finally spoke.

    “Hell yeah! Bells is finally coming home.” A huge smile crept across my face as he spoke.

    “Yep, I’m coming home for good.”


I just hope I don’t have to fight for what I wanted, but if a fight is what she wants a fight is what she will get.  He was worth fighting for, I knew that now.  I’m going home to find the rinse for my Wash…rinse…repeat!





So what did you think??

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Broken Carousel Chapter 3



Chapter 3 ~ Duality

My roommate who is my best friend has been missing for over a week. I am starting to get worried. She has done this previously before but never for more than a week. I knew her lifestyle decisions but I really didn’t understand it. But it is her life choice not mine.

Her "James" scares me. But she swore up and down that they love each other and that he will never hurt her. So I took her word for it. But my intuition  is telling me different and deep down in my gut I have a feeling she is stuck somewhere and he is the one to blame.

I am going to give it one more day, til I received a call E.C, someone who I never thought I would hear from again. He was her old Dom, the one who is to blame for hey emotional scars.

When I answered the phone, it wasn’t his voice on the other end of the phone. It was Kylie, her panicked  breathing into the phone receiver alerted me that something was wrong.

“Hey babe, where the hell have you been?”

 “I’m okay Lynn,” was all she said. Just those three spoken words told me a different story. That her version of okay really means she is in a dilemma.

“What are you doing at Edward’s house, I was getting ready to go searching for you. You scared me half to death, I had this feeling that something happened. Do you need me to come get you?”

“Lynn, I want to get out of here. Not just this house, I want to leave this town. Just come pick me up and I’ll tell you everything.”

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Broken Carousel Chapter 2 - No Air



A/N: Hey everyone, I have made a decision  to do a little something different with this fic.  You will get a post every single day except Sat. and Sun, but they will be short chapters.  I hope you all like this idea b/c I'm excited about it.  I hope you enjoy this story as well.  But anyway here is the second chapter for you.  ENJOY!!


Chapter 2 ~ No Air


Waking up the next morning, still feeling like the air had been knocked out of me, I lay there in the bed just staring at the ceiling. Yes I had been beaten badly by James, but that was nothing compared to seeing that thing walking down the stairs. His eyes lighting up when he saw her. Gah!

Focusing at the door, I recall where I had been lying the night before, wondering how I got into bed as I hear their whispers from across the hall. Her suppressed moans sending waves of panic and despair screeching thru my stomach and catching just beneath my throat, creating a queasy and unnerving feeling of boiling hate. This uneasy passion of jealousy took a backseat to the sick feeling that was threatening to explode out from my mouth.

I had to get out of this house. Just hearing them together was making me sick and I couldn’t stand one more second of it.

She was his in every way he needed, and I couldn’t be that anymore.

I picked up the phone and dialed her number.  She answered the phone right away.

“Hey babe, where the hell have you been?”

Friday, June 10, 2011

Chasing Fire Chapter 10 Missing Piece Between Wash and Repeat(Bella’s POV) Teaser



Chapter 10 Missing Piece Between Wash and Repeat (Bella’s POV) Teaser


There he was standing there in the frozen foods section, with a beautiful girl in his arms.  I should have known an angel like him wouldn’t want a girl like me.  Who was I kidding he deserved a women…a women like the one in his arms.

I couldn’t help the tears that filled my eyes though.  I had left, went back to school.  I had to get away needed to move on with my life.  But what I hadn’t thought through was the life I had created right here in Forks, near my saving grace.  But, I had to face the facts he was never mine…he was hers.

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