Nothing is the same as it was before my rant and Carson's change. We moved…again! That's the reason I haven't written in this journal lately. I've left all my stuff in boxes this time, we may have to move again eventually and this could make it pretty simple for me. Pick up the boxes and leave.
The other thing that has changed is my relationship with the boys. There isn't one now. Not even with Daryl. I don't talk to anyone; I lock myself in my room every day. They don't even care…why should I? That's how I feel about it all.









