The Runaway Daughter Chapter 6: Trying To Take It All Away

Chapter 6 ~  Trying To Take It All Away…

When I got to that house, they were all waiting outside for me.  When they seen me driving my car their mouths dropped to the floor.  I got out and smiled at their reaction.  Even though Kylie had already seen the car, and no doubt told them about it,  she still looked at me like that.  Then Caleb pulled in with his car and they did a double take.  Our cars matched, the only difference was mine was purple and his was silver.  I motioned for Kylie to come over and help me and she did.  I handed her my book bag and two other shopping bags.  They had clothes in them.  She just stood there not knowing what to do. 

            “Kylie, could you take those to my room for me?  Do you mind?”  I asked.

            “Sure, I guess”  She replied.

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The Runaway Daughter Chapter 5: The Place Where I Belong

Chapter 5 ~ The Place Where I Belong

I headed back towards Caleb’s room and stopped outside his door.  I wanted to say something to him but I wanted it to be private, you know how it is, with a houseful of vampires, they can hear everything you say. 

So I thought to myself.  I love you so much Caleb.  I never want to leave your side.  There isn’t enough words in the English language to explain what you mean to me! I love you.  Within seconds he was out his bedroom door pulling me inside and to his couch.  We kissed, for a long time, it felt like what seemed like forever and then he pulled away. 

            “Arabella I love you more than you know.  I’ve never felt this way about anyone.  The other day you asked me a question that I never got a chance to answer so now I would like to tell you how I came to live with your father.  Is that okay?  I want you to know me.” He said this to me with passionate fire blazing in his eyes.

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Unbreakable Faith: Chapter 3 - Free to be Me Teaser!!!

Chapter 3 – Free to be Me

Taking a deep breath as I finally stepped through the trees and saw the gleam of the water from the moon shinning on it. Smiling to myself, I stepped over the edge of the trees and onto the beach. Sitting down on the beach and taking my backpack off my back, I grabbed a bottle of water out and chugged it. I hadn’t realized how far I had walked that day that I came here. It wasn’t as close as I had thought, but the only thing that mattered was that I had made it so far.

Looking around, I made sure no one was around and stood up and started walking again. I figured there had to be someone around soon that could tell me how to get to the bus station. I really didn’t know what I was really hoping for. I just wanted to get away from all of them, I needed to find out who I was and that was what I was going to do.

Just Keep Going!

I walked up the beach, but there wasn’t anything, just beach and water. I just kept walking though. I had to. The sun was beginning to come up over the horizon and I wasn’t close to where I needed to go.

“HEY.” Someone yelled from behind me.

Oh fuck, no…I can’t go back.

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Two Upcoming Fics: Endless Rain and Till The End

I'm very excited about both of these fics and can't wait to start writing them.  I really want to finish Chasing Fire first, but it only has one chapter and an epilogue left so it wont be too long before I get to start these two fics.  Below is the banners and the summaries for both Endless Rain and Till The End. 

 Summary: When Bella moved away at the age of ten, Edward thought he had lost his world.  But when she walked back into Forks Elementary and his life many years later with a little boy of her own, he got his second chance.  Being the little boys teacher had it's advantages and he was going to use them to put his world back together. Will the connection they once shared still be there or will that spark that they had be diminished with the time passing?

Full fic to go with my one shot "Just A Kiss Goodnight"

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Upcoming Fic: Fighting Alone

This is a The Host Fan Fiction!!! It isn't a very happy story, I write angsty stories so if you are looking for happy then please turn around and read something else.   

 Upcoming Fic: Prologue

                                                    

Sometimes I wonder how life had gotten so fucked up.  The world isn’t what it once was. For example the world I knew didn’t have a bunch of aliens trying to take over our minds and our world. I remember our world a lot different.

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The Untouchables Chapter1: Rosalie Hale AKA The Blond Bombshell

A/N: Hey everyone...This is my new story The Untouchables...I hope you enjoy it as much as I've enjoyed writing the first chapter. A huge thanks goes out to my beta busymommy and my pre-reader Butterflybetty, thank you so much both of you for every thing! The Banner and Vid for this story will be posted on my profile asap. Thanks for reading! Also thanks to all the girls that join us on The Twigasm WC night for helping me through this chapter. Alright I'll shut up now...Happy Reading! 

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters of this story they belong to the lovely Stephenie Meyer. I just love playing with Emmett *snickers* I do own the plot though, so please do not take any of this story, that would be stealing! Thanks!

 
Chapter 1~ Rosalie Hale: AKA The Blond Bombshell

You know, sometimes, being me is a pain in the ass. On one hand, I'm this tall blond bomb shell, on the other; I'm a hardworking, kick ass FBI agent. You heard me correct, I'm FBI. I've even shot a few people in the line of duty. I have to say I really enjoy my career choice...well most of the time.

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The Untouchables: Prologue

Prologue

"Are you sure you can handle this one, she's slipped through every other agents hands. I'm not sure if you are up to this task, McCarty. Do you really think you can handle this?"

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One Shot: Just A Kiss Goodnight

FicAwesome Gift Exchange- 3some

Title: Just a Kiss Goodnight

Written for: BeegurlThirteen

Written By: Lady Ali

Rating: T

Prompt used:

Edward or Bella is a single parent, the other is a teacher/instructor for their child. (Possible Accompanying Photo Prompt attached - Mom and Little Boy Kiss)

I want to thank Mavvy for betaing this for me at the last min. Thanks so much!

Banner done by Melissa Conder, link will be on my profile page as soon as its finished, the teaser banner is up though in the group on facebook. This story is major AH!

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Twilight Saga Characters I just like to play with them ;) I do however own Ayden, he is my own character.

A/N: I will let you all know now this in the future might very well become a full fic, just not sure when! Thanks so much for reading. Also I hope BeegurlThirteen enjoys this story!

Enjoy!

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Hidden Aria Chapter 3: Hasty Choices

Hidden Aria Chapter 3 – Hasty Choices

"Well I'm going to leave you to sulk, Aria. Maybe you should think about those people you love and do what you think is best." He said winking at me as he let himself out.

Why does he have to be so god damn cryptic all the time? Stomping my foot like a little girl, I head off to my room to think.

It only takes me about ten minutes till I know exactly what I want to do. I want out of her, I want to see my brother, I want to be myself and not be locked up here forever. I want to…

That was all it took for me to make up my mind and at once I was in action. Gathering all my cloths and a case to carry them, I made hasty choices and got it all secured and ready to leave. With everything ready to go I take one more look around my room and then the rest of the place I had been kept in all these years, a place my father and mother had built just in case the unspeakable happened.

I opened the metal door and stepped out into the bright sunlight.

"She's gone! What do you mean she's not in there?" How could she be gone? He has to know where she is. "Are you telling me you have no idea where Aria has gone off too? What did you say to her?"

I stare at him dumbfounded trying to comprehend that she left. She wasn't through the metal door in the library waiting for me to read to her, she wasn't cooking or practicing her levitation spell she perfected. No she was gone!

I listen to him as he tells me exactly what he has told Aria, his words rattle in my head, twisting and turning the meaning over and over like dead weight.

"How could you say something like that to her? You know how she is, she doesn't think before she acts. She loves her brother; of course she is going to go straight to him. "

"That isn't who I think she meant, Sirius. I don't think she was talking about Harry."

"Then who was she talking about? Who else does she think she loves?"

He just stands there smiling at me, as I'm grasping for straws, trying to think of all the places she would go.

"Dumbledore, we have to keep her safe. I promised James I would keep them both safe."

I have no idea where I'm even going, as I walk along the road, I just know I'm finally free! I'm missing his company already. No Aria, stop thinking of him! It will only make it worse. You have to show them that you can take care of yourself. That you are a grownup and well god damn it, just don't think about him. 

But he's the one I love my subconscious says, staring me down like she knows what's right for me. I just smirk at her and hope she shuts up. I know what I'm doing! 

I keep my pace until I can't any longer. I know I will need shelter and some food soon. So I'm very thankful that I raided my parent's old safe in the library. I knew I would have to have some kind of money. I just hope it's enough!

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Hidden Aria Chapter 2: So He Lied...Why Did You Push Him Away?

A/N: So here it is chapter 2 of Hidden Aria. I know its been a while since I posted anything for this story but RL is an asskicker lol. I hope you enjoy this next chapter, its an angsty one so fair warning. Let me know what you think. Thanks for reading!

Chapter 2 – So He Lied…Why Did You Push Him Away?

The pounding of my heart couldn't hide the sound of the slamming metal door. My heart was screaming at me to run after him to apologize but my legs wouldn't move. Sinking to the floor, the tears started to flood out of me, I cried, more than I ever cried over my parents dying.

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The Unbreakable Faith Chapter 2: Finally Looking Around

Chapter 2 – Finally Looking Around

March 8th, 2013
 
Nothing is the same as it was before my rant and Carson's change. We moved…again! That's the reason I haven't written in this journal lately. I've left all my stuff in boxes this time, we may have to move again eventually and this could make it pretty simple for me. Pick up the boxes and leave.
The other thing that has changed is my relationship with the boys. There isn't one now. Not even with Daryl. I don't talk to anyone; I lock myself in my room every day. They don't even care…why should I? That's how I feel about it all. 
 

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The Unbreakable Faith Chapter 1: I'm Not Mommy Dearest

Chapter 1: I'm Not Mommy Dearest

"Hey," I yell to the kids just as I walk into the house, staring at them as they crowd around the front door.

"What's going on? Why are you all out here?"

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The Unbreakable Faith: Prologue

Prologue

Jan 21st, 2012

I live in a world crowded with the unknown.
At any second, we could have to pack up and move away from here. Not that here is anywhere special. I'm not even anyone special.

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Chasing Fire Chapter 15: Unfair (Bella's POV)

I know the last chapter wasn't very long, this one is a bit longer though. It is sad and needs a tissue alert again. You all know I love angst and I must say I knew from the very first day that this was what was going to happen. I hope you all enjoy. Thanks so much to all the faithful readers of this story and thanks to my beta as well!

Chapter 15: Unfair (Bella's POV)

He was my best friend…He was my friend and I was sitting here at his funeral while the fire tones rang out through all the firefighters pagers surrounding me. I missed my friend. Looking straight ahead at his casket, I felt someone take my hand. I knew who it is, but I didn't even respond. I can't look away from Jake's casket.

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Chasing Fire Chapter 14: The End of a Life. (Jake's POV)

Alright, so its time again for another chapter of Chasing Fire. This story is coming close to an end. I need to say please don't be angry with me over this one. I need to thank my new beta for this story.

Chapter 14: The End of a Life (Jake's POV)

This was the end, and I couldn't stop it.

I would never see her smiling face or hear her laughter again.

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Chasing Fire Chapter 13: Just a Kiss (Jakes POV)

Alright, this is the next chapter of Chasing Fire, it isn't really beta'ed sorry, I can't seem to find one. But I hope you enjoy it all the same. Thanks to you all for all the comments and reading! This story is really dear to my heart. But anyway, here we go. Oh and Tissue alert on this chapter and next! And don't hate me, this is where the story was always going. Sorry Stella! lol

Chapter 13 - Just a Kiss (Jakes POV)

Sometimes a kiss is the only thing that ever gets me through my day, and lately kisses are the only thing I think of. That's right I had a new girl in his life and well, what can I say, I can't get enough of her.

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Chasing Fire Chapter 12: Set Fire to the Rain (Bella's POV)

Chapter 12 – Set Fire to the Rain (Bella's POV)

There he was staring at me, like I was all he could see in this huge crowd of people. All I wanted was a glimpse of him, just a peek at what I could have had. The whole time I was standing there I had been watching for her to be on the sidelines like me watching for him, waving and smiling as he walked by. But, instead all I ended up seeing was him staring right at me.

Those eyes staring had emotions in them that I wasn't ready to see and I chickened out and made a run for it. Something I was good at by now.

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Chasing Fire Chapter 11 Asshat Syndrome (Edwards POV)

Chasing Fire Chapter 11 ~ Asshat Syndrome (Edwards POV)


I hadn’t seen or heard from her since she drove away from the scene in the grocery store.  I wish I could have explained, if only I could have told her that Lindz had showed up out of the blue and that I had moved on.

I felt defeated watching her drive away like that.  I saw the tears trail down her cheeks as she saw me and Lindz, but my stupid ass mind hadn’t put two and two together... She might just feel for me the same way I did for her.  How could I be so stupid?

Why didn’t I handle that better? Why didn’t I see it from her perspective? Why on earth do I have to be such an idiot sometimes? I should have done a better job handling that situation, better than I did. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why did I always mess up?

I should have ran faster, but Lindz wouldn’t let me go.  It took me yelling at her to get her to unwrap herself from around me.  By the time I got out of the store, Bella was already driving away.  I should have called her or something.  But she would have hung up on me, I know her all too well, she probably would have told me in the nicest way possible to fuck off and go to hell!

I had hurt her; I had screwed up my chance of being happy again.  Standing there in the parking lot, it took me a few minutes until I got up the courage to walk back in and finally tell Lindz that I wasn’t her Edward anymore.  I wasn’t the same person and that I didn’t love her the way she deserved.  We both had changed and we both had to live with that.

The thing was, I didn’t need to get the courage up at all, Lindz somehow already knew.  I guess she saw it in Bella and my faces.

There were so many things I wanted to say to her. To tell her I wished things were different between us and that I could change it for the better. I couldn’t even find the words to apologize for being such an asshat and a total fucktard. I stumbled to find the words to say these things and as the moments passed by I couldn’t get them or anything else out.

I had so much to say but the only thing I could muster up and say was a single word. It left my lips in a hurry and it was so simple, deep and vague yet I wished I could have taken it back. I should have said something more meaningful and deep but it was all I could say to Lindz, was the simple word, Sorry.  (But I really did mean it.)

    “Edward there is nothing to be sorry for.  I left, yes I lost my memory, but I left you and told you to try to be happy.  I’m glad you found what you were really looking for.  But I’ll tell you one thing.  If she hurts you, you know where I am,” she said with a slight giggle.

I could see she was actually trying to hold back her real feelings though, Lindz always did that... hid her true feelings.  I could see how bad I was hurting her, but in reality it didn’t matter, I loved Bella...I wanted Bella!

Maybe her parents where right I did hurt the ones I loved.

We hugged and parted ways and I watched another person drive away and out of my life.

The next several months I felt worse than I did after Lindz left me.  I filled my time and thoughts with work, I never even went out with the guys.  After work all I would do was lock myself up in the apartment and watch TV and think of her eyes.

Everything was so screwed up and I had no clue how to fix them.  From what I had gathered she had went back to school and wasn’t planning on coming back here anytime soon.

Thinking of her was torturing me, it was so bad sometimes that I craved to just hear her voice.  I even tried to call her once, but was such a chicken shit that I hung up on her.  I didn’t know what to say to her.  What could I say?  I’m sorry that I’m such a fuck up?

Maybe next time I will keep it plain and oh so simple....

Sitting here thinking of her, was seriously driving me insane so I did the one thing that relieved my brain for a short period of time and that was of course go work.   I headed to the one place that was my safe harbor.  The Firehouse.


Emmett was on duty tonight with me and so was Jo.  When I pulled up to the fire house both of them were sitting outside on a picnic table chit chatting to each other, but as soon as I walked up toward them, they quit talking and just turned to me smiling, like they knew something that I didn’t.

    “Hey bro, go get dressed in your blues, we have to walk in the parade in about an hour.  Jasper already called dibs on driving the truck.  Alice is here and her and Rose will be driving in the Squad.  Then we all are heading over to the fairgrounds for our duty over there as well.  It all means an easy night for all of us, and maybe I can get to know Rosie a little better.”

The whole entire time he was talking I was barley even paying attention to him because all I could think of was how easy it was going to be and how it wasn’t going to help get her off my mind.  Nodding my head I walked into the fire house and straight up to my bunk to put my things away.

Sitting on my bed, the thought of her and me at a fair came to me and then the vision of it crashed in my head because I knew that it would never happen.  I more than likely was never even going to get to see her again.  She was gone and wasn’t coming back.   I didn’t even hear mom come into the room I was so lost in the thoughts of her.

    “What’s going on with you Edward?”

    “Oh...hey mom, I didn’t even hear you come in.  Sorry, just thinking of things is all.”

    “Let me translate that for you, you mean you’re thinking of her.  Of Bella.  Am I right?”

Smiling, I knew she would know exactly what I was thinking about.  She knew me so much better than anyone else.  Standing up and turning around to face me, Esme, my chief spoke some very crucial words and they were aimed right at me.

    “Edward.  You know that I love you, you are my son, but you can be a real bone head sometimes.  Call her!  If you can’t stop thinking of her, call her.  Tell her how you feel, tell her you’re sorry.  Just talk to her! I can’t stand seeing you like this, it’s worse than when Lindz left you.  You need to get your head out of your ass and CALL HER!”

That was it; she walked out of the room and left me to think everything over.  She was right I should just call her.  Tell her I was a chicken shit and that I loved her....I really loved her and need to see her.  I would do anything to see her again.

Reaching over to grab my cell phone, I hesitated for a slight second and in that slight second Emmett came barging in the room with Jasper hot on his tail.

    “I thought you were up here getting ready, damn Edward we have to leave in less than five minutes.  Hurry your ass up!”  Jasper informed me as he clasped his name plate onto his shirt.

Rolling my eyes at them both, I jumped up and hurried my ass up and got dressed.  I made a mad dash down the stairs and jumped into the truck faster than I had ever made it, with Jasper yelling over the intercom for me to hurry my ass up.

    “Damn, give me a minute to get dressed.”

    “Why, you don’t have anyone waiting there for you,” Jasper let slip not realizing how upset that would make me.

    “Wow Jasper, really? Not cool man, not cool,” Emmett said, punching Jazz in the shoulder.

    “Damn, sorry Edward I didn’t mean it like that, I was just messing around like we always do.  I didn’t mean it seriously,” he apologized.

I could tell he really didn’t mean to say what he did, or at least he didn’t mean it the way it came out.  They had no idea how hard it really was for me right at this very moment.   I was wishing more than anything to stop thinking about her for a few minutes.  They had no clue how hard I was fighting the urge to just give up and move on.  They just had no clue...

We pulled the truck out of the station and headed toward the middle of town so we could get in formation with everyone else and line the truck up.  Jasper was a lucky asshole, he got to just drive the truck along the two miles we had to walk, that would end up at the fairgrounds.

I had always sat on the sidelines and watched Emmett and Chief Cullen walk this path, now it was my turn.  I thought I would have been a bit happier, but I couldn’t muster up the courage to be happy about anything.

We all were standing there waiting to start the parade, most of them very patiently, but not me.  I was very fidgety; I couldn’t get what my mom said to me out of my head. Call her, was the words that kept going off in my head, the alarm clock blaring…Call her…Call her.

Glancing down at my pocket, the outline of my cell phone was just as bad as the words mocking me.  It was like a glow in the dark beacon, blinking at me to call her.   I was such a coward.

It didn’t take long until everyone else was all walking slowly down the town square and waving, smiling and throwing candy out to the little kids.  I, on the other hand, was just throwing the candy out, walking down the tortuous path I was on.

    “Dude, bro, you could at least try to smile for the kids around here watching us.  For those kids that look up to us.  That used to be you out there,” Emmett said bumping me in the shoulder.

At his words I pasted a fake smile on my face and kept on walking.  I kept my eyes on the crowd and where we were going, until my whole world came to a halt.  

I couldn’t move, I was lost in the one pair of eyes that I thought I wouldn’t see again.

One step....Two steps...

    “What are you doing Edward? Get back into formation!” Jasper yelled.

    “Dude seriously.  Come on, we aren’t even near the fairgrounds yet!” Emmett shouted.

Three steps....Four....I was lost in her eyes.  Lost in her sad, scared, lonely eyes.

Then I watched as she turned and melted back into the crowd.

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Another Teaser for Chapter 2 of Hidden Aria

Chapter 2 – So He Lied…Why Did You Push Him Away?



Slowly I walked over to the door and let him in not wanting to anger the one person that did teach me most of the magic I knew.

 “Hey,” I didn’t really know what else to say to the man.  I just turned around and headed back into my place of solitude.  

He followed me all the way into my mother’s library and set down on a fluffy chair acting like nothing was wrong till I spoke.
              
“Why are you here? He lied to me! “

“Yes he did and so did I, so why did you just let me in and push him out?”

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Chasing Fire Teaser: Chapter 11 Edwards POV

Chasing Fire Chapter 11 ~ Asshat Syndrome (Edwards POV)

I had hurt her, I had screwed up my chance of being happy again.  Standing there in the parking lot, it took me a few minutes till i got up the courage to walk back in and finally tell Lindz that I wasn’t her Edward anymore.  I wasn’t the same person and that I didn’t love her the way she deserved.  We both had changed and we both had to live with that.

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